Man Proposes but God Disposes

" Kring ! Kring ! Kring ! " the phone stoped ringing when Raisya's hand turn off the alarm . she take the phone and look what time it is . " ouchh ! " the phone was kissing her face then make her get up sit . " krekk " the door opened . " again ? "  Aira curiously look at Raisya scouring her face . Raisya nodded . " Hahaha . you are damn beautiful , that is why the phone also want to kiss you " Aira walk to the window and slide the curtain " go take a bath girl then we will eat breakfast together . I already bought your favorite Nasi Lemak "
It was Sunday , we were cleaning the house and it was our routine . I found CD in a box where many things look like popular like dress and expensive trophy . I played the CD on tv . ' no limit in the sky that i won't fly for you no amount of tears in my eyes that i won't cry for you with every breath that i take  i want you to share that air with me '
" Click ! " Aira turned off the tv . she keep staring on me , her eyes on me . " you shouldn't see this " she said . Raisya confused . " you still don't remember " Aira sighed . " can't you just explain ? i can't get what did you say "  Raisya said . Aira moved her head left to the right twice . " maybe you should know about this " Aira turn on the tv . Raisya parents coming up to the stage . their face look so proud for her . " why so many flash ? what kind video of this ? " Raisya asking Aira . " just watch it , okayy . " Aira won't explain .  " this is to my the guy who blew away my clouds of depression from me and brought me back the rays of sunshine "  Raisya pointed on Haikal . " Come here Haikal " Haikal walk towards Raisya . " What are you trying to do ?" Haikal asked but Raisya just smile . " This is the one who doesn't get annoyed on my sensitivity during those days . The one who was there when no one was there . The one who gave me an exceptional chance for me to be a better person . So today i would like to introduce all of you this is my future husband . " Haikal can't believe Raisya finally gave her answer . 
" Haikal  " Raisya whisper but Aira still can hear it . slowly her tears dropped . " Raisya , please don't cry " Aira hug Raisya . " my fault , he dead because of me "  Raisya crying . " If that night I don't ask him to buy me an ais cream , he don't need to cross the road " Raisya still sobbed . " let bygones be bygones " Aira trying to make Raisya calm down . " why they so mean ? why they can't accept my love ? " " Raisya look at me . " Aira hold Raisya hand . " it is not your fault that is Haikal fate . you must accept it . Let him rest in a peace " Raisya just nodded . " and this he told me write what he want to say because he said he can't stay any longer " Aira give a piece a paper 
my dear Raisya , when you read this please don't cry i can't wipe your tears :) everything happen have a wisdom  so don't blame yourself  maybe i am not good enough for you . don't let you beautiful smile  hidden because of me  just know i always love you .
that night when Raisya said Haikal will be her soulmate . Raisya fans did not agree . it always happen to singer when they getting married their fans will against at first and will accept it slowly . the one who hit Haikal is Rasya psycho fans . He is obses with Raisya and think if he can't get Raisya nobody would get her . After the accident , Raisya get amnesia because a lot of deppression . When Raisya get amnesia , their family hide her from people .
"Aira , i'm sorry . I always make you worried "  Aira smile then say " that is what friends are supposed to be right :) " Aira winked . " that why people said man proposes but God disposes . " Raisya . " okay lets go  " Aira take Raisya hand . " where are we going "  Raisya asked . "  Haikal  miss you , lets read yasin for him . " Raisya nodded . Raisya feel the bless to have a good friend like Aira .